Homesick, lack of motivation and the lonely feeling….

These three things are probably the most scary parts you don’t want to face while travelling. 

I felt all of this during just a couple of weeks, and I was really depressed and close of booking my ticket back home.

When I first booked my ticket to Asia, the plan was to stay away for 6 months. Considering some big changes in my family I started to count my money, and realized I could stay away quite much longer.
February turned into March, and I ended up paying for my travel insurance until 1^st April.
The thought of travelling until pril got stronger and stronger the longer into my trip I came, and to go home before this date have kind of been a non existing thought.

After spending 10 days with my family in a nice resort in Khao Lak in Thailand during Christmas, I thought I would get a lot of new energy and motivation to keep going until April, but instead, the opposite thing happened. 

I left them in the hotel 27^th December, and my tears jus kept going.  

It had been such a nice holiday with my closest people. The people that know all my faults, all my good and bad sides, and the people I can relax wit and be myself 100 % around.
I didn’t need to act, I didn’t need to tell them who I am, where I’ve been or where I’m going. They knew all of that!